Shut up, and stop smiling at me like you never hurt me. it was your words that shattered me into a million pieces.

Cole turned out to be douche too. Great. I'm getting really depressed. 9 out of 10 days i just want to crawl into a ball and cry. Theres this kid at my school who wont leave me and my friend alone no matter what we do, and he doesnt just say nasty things to us...he grabbs us too. and hes really strong so theres nothing we can do. i hate it. and my friend has a boyfriend whos willing to fight for her but of course there's no one there for me. there never is. sometimes i just hate myself so much. theres nothing good about me. all the guys i like never like me back. i wish i could just end it all.